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where have we been in the last 16 years?

on 17 march 1998 I was a student at university.

I had been watching HER for some time.......on this exact day i gave HER a love letter.

so far now ..... so far on that moment......

reflecting about the sense of life......it's true what happened.....we were kept apart.....i saw the sea in her blue eyes.....she saw me insecure and pushed me apart......she was right.....the sea is dangerous......the sea might be calm today......

I HAVE MANY ABILITIES, I KNOW THINGS THAT OTHER PEOPLE DON'T KNOW BEING AWARE OF THE OTHER THINGS LIKE I DO ....

I KNOW BOTH OF THEM.....I KNOW THE RELATIVITY OF REALITY

I AM THE FATHER OF FATHERS , BUT I AM NOT GOD , I AM WEAK AS THE LATEST SON BUT CAN BE A FATHER HEALING YOUR LONLINESS.

God tests only the worthy ones.....it seems that my life has been "creating new possibilities" from that event of HER refusing.

CAUSE IT'S BETTER BEING MAD THAN BEING UGLY

so experiment how it's easy to recovery madness.

CAUSE IT'S BETTER BEING SINNER THAN CRIMINAL

so come to our church and foolish everybody.

I WAS READY TO LOVE HER SO DEEP SO DEEP

then show me how is heavy everiday life.

IT WAS A LOVE WITHOUT SEXUAL ATTRACTION

then show me the reaction removing your filty habits

A HAND ON YOUR SEX IS EASIER THAN A WOMAN ON IT

it's easier stealing than asking, paying humiliating.

defeat your pride but remember it if claiming your rights.

CELEBRATE BUT TAKE THE TIME TO MEDITATE.

CREATE NEW THINGS BUT OLD THINGS ARE TO BE CARED AS WELL

I ESCAPED FROM A DESERT BUT GOT LOST AT HOME

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Comment by Lorenzo Abbiati on March 18, 2019 at 4:06am: 17 march 2019 - 21 years after - still suffering from nonsense leading to knowhere love games.

But i am happy i am feeling really free ....never had been felt so free before as in this moment I am....

i am entertaining compassion and mercy...what a not heavy soul/free to fly in the sky of happiness

Comment by Lorenzo Abbiati on April 12, 2018 at 3:26am: I have found now someone.

the attraction can't be denied, but i need more.

tje tidal wave needs to run further i won't have rest and repose.

heal in disguise is not being fully satisfied. the magnetism isn't enough perhaps.

it's like a planet that gravitates around the sun. the rotation speed is not enough low to precipitate on it neither just enough to gravitate around this sun.

my speed is too high i will take parallel roads of wisdom, so i can't get used to this sun.

i have to move on as long as the attraction for this new person won't encapture me.

the subtile forces wich comes through two conductors are invisible but tangible. reverse current flow wires does not attract , opposite charges do attract. i hope this cosmic balance will set me free in order not to waste my love for only one person, i want to love mankind. i need more energy and attitude.

DON'T WASTE TIME BY THE FIRE OF FAMILY....LET'S LOVE MANKIND, HOPE THIS WON'T BE A REVERSE MANTRA like writing to let things written not to happen.........i hope with all myself that my shore will never been reached because it's better my path than its own destination.

Comment by Lorenzo Abbiati on March 28, 2018 at 2:46am: at the moment i duplicated my age since that event on st Patrick day......yes it was S Patrick not celebrated in Italy....

i do recall the bells of love attraction....

a letter wasn't useful on that day, a little copybook for her wasn't necessary after......she still holds the copybook.....today i have written a book for humanity.

the later the waves stop the farther the wave arrives.....

let my wave decrease in height but let's expand the zone it is felt like a tidal wave resonates in the ocean.......my love perhaps won't be given to one in particulare and for this reason will reach many ones........