Lorenzo Abbiati's Blog (119)

you gave me much, thanks for existing. no more precious thing

without you and my mother i would have remained pure soul

entertained your comnpany to be delighet by my being in solitude

you gave me life, so that i can destroy others' one

love is vain until you find yourself in it

if you win everything's right if you remain outside everything is an illusion

you have been hearing big lies until you spoke it

i'll be at your place in our love affair

i'll be hurt by your hard possession

my earth will be destroyed by your lust

i'll be enough strong to even defeat my ego

 we run again on this highway

of life everlasting climb to heaven

we'll start running as we'll se the target

target we'll never be able to reach

no human eye will see the crime

after my claims so high to partecipate in her desire

i ll quit to regular life hoping…

"Laurentium" could be a a kind of saint murdered, or a flower used for decoration, victory.

We decide for our life at 90% of it, Other 10% must be very negative to drag you so down.....

REDRAW YOUR LIFE .... it's not escaping from reality to take in the new life your ancient and ancestral wrongs....

Today's society is based on fear, a short blanket we try to use for covering ourselves from always colder nights.

Men subracting things and energy…

Of the boys and girls playing . Of the bosses ruling . Nights spent dreaming . Nights spent celebrating. Lives spent cheating , preaching praying. We share the same Sky f Who fear Who due for starvation Who run Who meditate Who appreciate, Who replicate.we would share out Aid at everyone's home we Can give hospitality. Be healers, be healed be healed. But none Can think and decide at My Place.

who are you to feel enough powerful, you won your battle now you speak peace.....i will play the part of the black sheep of the ugly dove to let cry the few ones who likes me....i am always me....i would feed no sheep will play revolution only for me.God, got to thank you for gift you gave me, i will listen to their speech but i won't fall into their spell, nothing end none will change my mind because i khnow what means crying, i will follow my falling star , continue in pursuing the…

Through many broken Dreams through many unsucceaful efforts.i still believe in the Power od wonder.the delight which derives from discovering that our life your gifts are unique. I love dreaming : the other side of sleeping.there must ne more but i have to be satisfied of the stuff i Have. Forget and forgive the past. i am proud of What i Have and of Who i am. Not confront not confrontation.my patch has been unique no Matter who joined or let me in the path. The answer May be silence but i…

PRAYER

i need help for not showing off my love and devotion to wrong persons

i need help and heat to be safe during winter-like relation relationships

i need help to not feeling alone in this end - of present world's disperation

i need help to keep for my my kindness and not to throw it away to wrong persons

i need help not to become myself a black hole: i can buy sex but noone never will be able to buy love.

i need help to practicing what we…

You would spread your love if the rose wouldn't have thorns. You buy false love you search for suffering in exchange of few moments of glory. You would be a healer and almost become a criminal. Something forbidden a malefice has been done to you.  You are not what your genes would allow you to be to in a society where your appearance is important. Your freedom has been limited by hate, desire if controlling envy competition. You remain silent without taking vengeance knowing that your wisdom…

she melts only with whom it's worth and of convenience for her to do it

if i would be high someone of them lower would look for me and long for me.

if i were good looking i would be safe cause any good action from mine would be highly Worth and rated. i would have free tickets to show my qualities.

if i had sense of humor they would think i'am lucky and confident in myself.

if i had much money or success i wouldn't be able if she had been looking for me or for my…

may my conscience be always here

existing among you without fears

decades passed since i realized i am special

would i have met a pure soul my purity would have multiplied

but the world is rather full of blind greed people to be consoled

for everyone who loves me there must be a bounch of people to be loved from me.

who provides us care attention permits us to take care on unlucky ones.....a world where property is only one way to avoid confusion and…

We are born into diversity. we are grown to uniformate and be globalized. the child is afraid to go to school mainly for this reason. we reach a lille individualism climax at around 18 years of life...then we restart the uniformation depersonalization process.

we barely know what means being real friend or real lovers but we start messing around with sex at an early age.

sex is a mental game as in its dynamic there are such a few things to learn but it's linking to attraction…

You remember when you started something for your own pleasure, now you do it for her. It's not what you do, how well you Will do it, it's about how much she evaluates the things you have done could be liked by other people, these are evil ways which are disguised inside cosensum and surviving instinct.

The starting and the end of one's man life is a gap as large as the difference between extreme goodness and the worst cruelty, this gap is like a double reality.

As we write with…

imagine you could win the fear, the time, the sweetest girl, you become the master of your friend, and it isn't enough. Your life is more worthy than a competition, a goal , a single success.

I Believe in doors closed, an heal in disguise, i can say stop to excess, but never to grace . Never give up, sink for a large dip in society but take the time to breath as well.

Never lay on Your success but take simply the time to repose, stop in seeking more and more success, only…

She's not for all

she's only for me

This prayer let it be

The pure perfection

Is pure simmetry

Something is not for me

You are shape shifter

Your truth is too much for me

You know that much you can be

For few but good it is you

That you may not use your spell

To deliver us to hell

For My inspiration bell

You are an edge of My Landing strip

Your light guides me for Landing safety

I Will…

Not finding inspired words

I just won't do a game no more

Always something to say it's not a way

I learn from love, grow through hate

Let's come back to a time when My hearth was mine

Always running, through our main concern should be unfolding

the truth which is in disguise, i heard people crying

None is lost forever as the innocent ones

If you can rise your hands please give an end

to those games of power which only kill one…

When you condanned him you did it wrong

When you forgave him you did it wrong

When you chose between them and him

When you chose between excess or sleep

When you chose to be Someone else

Not just being in pride with yourself

I don't tell my life is Paradise and yours is hell

You live well with your tears of love rather than love to tears

i know i can't conquer you they are too strong

I am alone they are out of their…

from a distant corner

your ideas need order

you passed there million times

of her you didn't realize

you feel disoriented

but in her face the answer is tender

tremendously simple but cares to herself

the fashination of natural beauty

to conquer her hearth is my duty

conquer not to despise or just to hook

but for making a promise of eternal love

only not to hurt her i am in concern

fidelity no gealosy but the…

blessings that i rarerly sin

blessings i am few criminal much victim

blessings i have seen the filth and broke the chain of evil

blessings none sees me...blessings noone believes me

blessings having lost with words but having won with facts

blessings i have nothing to care but my soul

blessings i have nothing to heal but my health

blessings that through my healing you'll be blessed

blessings that i saw parent's broken hearth to see the…

Hard times cause people have no faith People don’t take the time to consider Innovation like a way to improve their status

Much money circulating on few people Speculation kills innovation. View, ideals and mission are sacrificed in the name of “business” We are growing in number, BUT our blanket is getting shorter

we are on the same bed decreasing and fight to each other “happily”

Definitely we are fighting against ourselves; only like minded people have courage to face…

now listen i will die to be roborn

none asked Jesus to carry the world upon his shoulders

he was put under conditioned falsity and he was obliged

to follow his cruel destiny but he was asked to heal the world 

who had condamned him before.